i just watched the Overprotected video from Britney Spears. i realized that the last time i watched that was probably 3ish years ago. maybe more. and watching it actually, strangely, explained a lot to me. from the time she was 17, Britney Spears became a symbol/icon/tangiblepiece of america. imagine being 17 years old, from kentwood louisiana, and becoming the symbol/icon/tangiblepiece of america. wow. thinking about that fucks up my brain. i feel horribly bad for Britney Spears. buuut i can't stop reading about her.

yo

jetlag- can't sleep.

buuut at least everything is good and i have no class on mondays. worrrrd.

okay so in Lost, the one thing that keeps my mind all boggled is the whole Desmond situation. i mean, clearly there are many things that make my mind hurt when i think about Lost, but Desmond's time travel really gets me...

Desmond lives his life straight through, up to the point of turning the fail safe key. his life then rewinds back to a certain day, and plays through until he gets punched in the bar, when he finally realizes what is happening. but how many times has that same sequence of events happened? see my brain already hurts again.

on another note, which drugs are britney on? which drugs are britney not on? i remember hearing someone once say "you can't get that famous and not have it destroy yourself." i understand that fame destroyed britney spears, but i just don't understand how. do you stop seeing yourself from your own eyes and start seeing yourself strictly through the eyes of others? or do you become so accustomed to having anything you want that you expect that unconditionally? or are you underdeveloped because your life has been completely controlled, yet completely catered toward, since you were 17 years old?

peace out jet lag.

lost

in england.

i miss you. but i think it will be good.

cheerio.